It's going down.

I tried so hard to be strong but all I ever do is fail.

I keep telling a friend of mine. "It's time to think of your own benefit, that's the least you owe yourself." 

I really wish I could tell myself that too.

I wish I had the determination, I wish I had the courage.

I wish someone was there to push me.

I wish you would listen when I talked to you.

I wish you would realize when I am speaking from the bottom of my heart.

I want to yell all my problems away, cause right now I feel suffocated and I can't seem to breathe.

Sometimes I ask myself, what am I even hanging on to?

I knew it's time, time to let it all go. Time to let it all fade away that only memories are left.