I actually noticed for quite some time.
I only blog when I'm emotional.
I guess those are the times when I have something to say and I need to express it all somewhere.
That is also why most of the time when my posts are all emo, most of the people don't understand what the hell I'm typing. :p

One week of holiday passed by just like that.
One more week left and it's the start of second semester ):
Diploma students will only start their second semester next year.

Damn it.
It's actually sad to say sometimes I miss doing assignments.

Watched 2012 and Phobia2 with friends last night (:
2012 was okay but I thought that The Day After Tomorrow was better.
Phobia2 was just stupid. Stupid ending.
Somehow I knew it was gonna be a stupid horror movie.
Still couldn't beat Orphan or Shutter (thai)
I watched Orphan the other night and I freaked out.
The movie was so psycho I almost wanted to stabbed myself. LOL no shit.
Watched Paranormal Activity too.
Wasn't as scary as they said.
And it wasn't even a true story. -.- stupid Keith told me it was a true story.



OMG it's 3 30am.
Better wash up now and get ready for bed :p
till then.

wonders.

I'm sure we have all fantasized our very own fairy tale.
Dreamt of our very own happy ending, happy marriage.
It's sad to say that now, I'm desperate for happiness.

Someone once asked me to give myself a chance to be happy.
Stop being a pessimist and just let go if I'm unhappy.
I did it.
Unfortunately I'm not any happier now am I.
As said before, when will we ever live our lives right?
People always say we learn from our mistakes.
So when will we stop making mistakes and able to have a simple and happy life.

So much courage was needed to say those words and make those decisions.
It was hard, real hard.
I guess this is what all of them call life.


please tell me this is what I really want.

I just wanna play my cards right,
Please tell me what I'm doing makes sense.

Sorry for the lack of updates,
I know it's been so long since I had a proper update.
Just finished my finals last week! :D awesome.
but the thought of having 2 weeks holiday kills me ):
I know I'm gonna die of boredom and I'm gonna miss my college mates.

Was suppose to go gym just now but I slept at 5am last night now I'm so lazy ):
Went for breakfast at satellite with Keith, Wessley and some of their friends.
It's been so long since I went there! I don't miss high school but I definitely miss the friends. :D
Apparently I'm responsible for our high school gathering cause of my last visit to the hospital and they cancelled the gathering.
Will try to arrange a gathering soon (:

gonna go take my shower now and wait for mummy to go for lunch.
till then.

officially missing you.

I'm so proud of myself cause I'm halfway done with IHC assignment :D
Can't procrastinate anymore since finals is in a week !

Went to Tropicana City for grocery shopping with the family.
KohKwun came in awhile and we watched Law Abiding Citizen.
I didn't expect it to be THAT good cause the poster looked kinda boring.
But since it was Gerard Butler so we watched it instead of the meatball show.

Watch it (:
It's really good.
Makes you go o.o


I dropped my laptop in college that day ):
I stood up and forgotten my laptop was on my lap.
The whole mamak looked and I didn't know people from upstairs looked too.
I was surprised when random friends came up to me and said "how's your laptop". fml.
AND THEN, Andy spilled teh o ice all over Debbie.
p/s: MY PHONE WAS THERE AND SOAKED WITH TEH O ICE TOO.
thank god my laptop was at the other side of the table.


Prom. Yes? No?

I should get some sleep since I have to go college.
It's sad I know, having to go college on a Sunday.
But I'm pretty sure it's gonna be fun!
till then. (:

I'm moving.

So much work.
So little time.
):




I don't even know what to say to you anymore,
I'm so fed up.
Run along, I don't care.




BACK TO ASSIGNMENTS! :D

They asked me if I want you around.
Yes I do.

Sorry for the lack of updates.
Been really busy with assignments and stuff.
I don't even have time to manage Second Skin ):
3 more assignments, 1 big project and finals in 2 weeks.
fuck college life -.-

MOS with the collegemates and of course Esther last Thursday (:

Please not let it be the biggest mistake of my life.
I really don't want to,
But I have to.