You're the best thing I never knew I needed.
It's almost a year now, since the day we met each other at a surprise birthday party I organized. I remember those days when we would both stay up till 5-6am in the morning just to webcam and talk to each other. Those were the days when we wanted to get to know each other more. You would put down your pride and do all sorts of silly things just to see me smile. and really, I miss those days.
It wasn't long till we had to face obstacles. It was all hard times but you still stood by me and went through it together with me. I am sorry I didn't appreciated all those times and I made you feel that I took you for granted. You felt that I took you for granted, I took your love for me for granted, I took your trust for me for granted, and I took all the chances you gave me for granted.
I thought NS was gonna be the biggest obstacle we had to face since we would be away from each other for 3 months. It was hard, I missed you every single day till I wrote to you, sent you text messages telling you what happened even though I knew you would only receive them during the weekends. There are still some that you haven't seen tho (: I was so excited when the weekends came. I would just hold my phone everywhere I go. Waiting for you message telling me you got back your phone.
And I thought wrong, NS wasn't the toughest of all. I'm really sorry I got you into all these mess. I know you didn't sign up for all these and you deserve better. I apologize if you really felt that I screwed up your life and make you regret anything you've done for me or with me. I'll try my very best to make you feel I do deserve you. I can't control what's gonna happen next of course, but I'm changing, for you, for me and for us.
Don't shut me out baby, we need to go through this together.
I Need You.
I Love You.
It's almost a year now, since the day we met each other at a surprise birthday party I organized. I remember those days when we would both stay up till 5-6am in the morning just to webcam and talk to each other. Those were the days when we wanted to get to know each other more. You would put down your pride and do all sorts of silly things just to see me smile. and really, I miss those days.
It wasn't long till we had to face obstacles. It was all hard times but you still stood by me and went through it together with me. I am sorry I didn't appreciated all those times and I made you feel that I took you for granted. You felt that I took you for granted, I took your love for me for granted, I took your trust for me for granted, and I took all the chances you gave me for granted.
I thought NS was gonna be the biggest obstacle we had to face since we would be away from each other for 3 months. It was hard, I missed you every single day till I wrote to you, sent you text messages telling you what happened even though I knew you would only receive them during the weekends. There are still some that you haven't seen tho (: I was so excited when the weekends came. I would just hold my phone everywhere I go. Waiting for you message telling me you got back your phone.
And I thought wrong, NS wasn't the toughest of all. I'm really sorry I got you into all these mess. I know you didn't sign up for all these and you deserve better. I apologize if you really felt that I screwed up your life and make you regret anything you've done for me or with me. I'll try my very best to make you feel I do deserve you. I can't control what's gonna happen next of course, but I'm changing, for you, for me and for us.
Don't shut me out baby, we need to go through this together.
I Need You.
I Love You.
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