my grown up christmas list.

Finally! (:
Christmas - my favourite holiday season.
celebrated with family and loved ones <3
and guess what!
i CAN'T WAIT for 2010.

we came this far.
ups and downs,
laughter and tears.
it's getting more complicated than it already is.
i don't know how to feel anymore.
guide me.

i reached out my hand for you,
you weren't there to hold me,
now, don't blame me for leaving.
you just proved them right.

you said you know me better than all of them,
you know i'm not like what they said,
so why start judging now?
all those words was just so i will trust you?
they were right.

i've always been there for you,
regardless of what you do,
i saw you walking towards the wrong path,
i tried to guide you to the right one,
you didn't let,
if you're not gonna help yourself,
no one can,
i don't know if i can be there for you anymore,
i tried,
i'm sorry,
you're on your own.