it seems to be true that when shit starts to happen,
whole loads of shits happen at the same time before things get better.
and that's exactly what's happening now.
shit happens.

relationships.
why is there deterioration stage in every relationship?
and that's when you choose to take repair or dissolution.
am tired of relationships, literally.
can't feel shit anymore no matter how harsh words are.
it's sad to see relationships built fall apart over and over again.
it's tiring to build new relationships over and over again.
or maybe, i'm just tired of guys.
maybe, it's time to try out girls. (:
am not joking.

i still don't understand how people just leave without saying anything.
i know, they always say people come and go.
but everything needs a closure right?
people can't just give you hope, and then decide to leave the next day without telling just cause they feel bad for changing their minds suddenly.
unfair, it is.


i seriously need a break.