wonders.

I'm sure we have all fantasized our very own fairy tale.
Dreamt of our very own happy ending, happy marriage.
It's sad to say that now, I'm desperate for happiness.

Someone once asked me to give myself a chance to be happy.
Stop being a pessimist and just let go if I'm unhappy.
I did it.
Unfortunately I'm not any happier now am I.
As said before, when will we ever live our lives right?
People always say we learn from our mistakes.
So when will we stop making mistakes and able to have a simple and happy life.

So much courage was needed to say those words and make those decisions.
It was hard, real hard.
I guess this is what all of them call life.


please tell me this is what I really want.