i was on the top of the world, guess not anymore.

First of all,
I wanna thank all those who wished me (:
Whether it was through text, messenger, facebook or calls.
My birthday wasn't all that bad I guess since the night ended quite well (:
I can say it was the most random and spontaneous birthday ever, EVER.
Once again, thanks (:

It was never about who's right or wrong, or whose fault it was.
Your words means so much to me.
What you say or do, how much it actually effects me in all ways.
Since day one, I've always wanted to be the best for you.
I wanted to be good enough for you. But it was like I'm never good enough.
You've always said the smallest things matter.
It was all these you said that made me think this time it was gonna be different.
But what happened to your believe in that saying?
I know what you went through for me. I appreciate every bit of it.
I know you care. But sometimes I really need you to show it to me.
I wanna feel it, I don't just wanna know it.
I'm sorry. for everything.