Saturday, March 21, 2009


It's how you made me smile.
Don't make it past tense.

For once, prove them all wrong please. I kept trusting that you would change but it seems like it's all getting worse. It's like you never thought that you had to make up for what you did because I was always here. You felt love, felt important, felt wanted. I wanna feel the same way too. I wanna feel secured. I don't wanna hide under my blanket every night being so afraid it's all gonna happen again. Don't make the smile on my face go away. I don't wanna have to think about us and regret everything that ever happened.

Sorry for the lack of updates. My comp crashed AGAIN.
Sister spoilt the laptop. freaking adapter hit the screen and there goes the laptop. *thumbs up*
Now I'm just gonna have to wait for my comp to come back ): I miss it tho.

Things aren't as complicated as it used to be anymore. At least that's what I hope.
I THINK I'm getting better in handling all of it. At least that's what I hope too.
It's funny how sometimes you should just sit back and relax.
Eventually things would just fall into place. (:

I can't wait till I get my license. April -.- long time more to go.
Been feeling VERY frustrated about college.
I hate it when you have to decide decide and decide.
Everyone seems to be so firm with what course they're gonna take and which college.
bla bla bla.
I still don't know which college I'm going to.
Parents wants me to go ALL THE WAY to TARC which is at setapak.
So that they can save damn alotta money and freakin far.
I don't wanna drive there alone every single day and get stuck in the jam ALONE with an old secondhand car(parents said they will buy old car for me -.-)
So now I'm actually trying to look out for any other colleges that I can go to.


The best friend <3

I just had to post this picture up (:
I love it.
WOI JIMUI! I MISS YOU AH!


And I just realised it's already 2am.
comfy bed, here I come! (:



I Miss You,
Like a WHOLE lot ):

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