Screw Chemistry & Chinese.
UGH I feel like I wasted my time studying Chemistry for the WHOLE BLARDY NIGHT.
Lim Yoke Keng was the one who set the questions. Blardy shit.
I didn't know how to do weh seriously.
And I don't know why the heck it's compulsory for us to take Chinese.
I seriously hate Chinese. It's damn hard lah. I don't even know what the heck was the first passage talking about. OHH and especially the 'wen yan wen' wtf .
I seriously had a bad bad day. except for the part where I get to see my bf today. *winks winks* (:
Esok Moral & Add Maths.
Ahhhh~ Add Maths. *crossin ma fingers* I hope I can fail with better results.
I don't wanna get below 25 again. =/
Yes, I do suck at Add Maths. -.-
But the good news is that tmr's the last day of exams! woohoo! (:
and comes the one week holiday!
I was just thinking...
Someone once told me. She would sacrifice whatever to just be able to keep in touch with her best friend during primary. She would die to just talk to her. But then her friend migrated to overseas. And she lost her contact.. phone number AND address.
When she told me that I actually just came back from a primary reunion. And I was telling her how much I miss my primary school life especially the teachers and friends. Primary was when we were all still so naive and there wasn't much drama like secondary. Primary was just so fun. You look forward to go to school every single day. Even days when you didn't finish up your school work and expected to get punished the next day. I miss my old friends. I really do.
That's when she said to me.
'It's not worth being just hi-bye friends when you can actually still talk to them and see them 5 days in a week since you guys are in the same school. I would die to have her, my best friend during primary, in the same school with me. Or even still being in Malaysia. You should really make an effort to at least give her a call sometimes to just ask her how is she. Don't you feel it's such a sad thing that you guys were once so close and then now you're not even able to have a conversation with her anymore.'
I still miss her. I miss everyone. During the reunion everyone talked and talked non stop. It was like we all went back to the primary days. Especially all the laughter. But then when we went back to school. It was all back to normal again. Just a simply Hi and Bye.
Sometimes I really wonder how two people become enemies when they were like the closest friends before. Well actually I'm experiencing it now. We're not exactly enemies, or maybe we are I don't really know what we are actually. We just don't talk to each other no more. And just that on and off there are some bitching and stuff. Sigh. It's really sad thinking back how we used to spend the days together. How we talked each other through each other problems. Hanging out together and stuff like that. Going through good and bad times. Isn't it all enough to just realise we should patch things up between us rather than continue being what we are now. Strangers or enemies I don't know. There may be times when I'm really hurt by your words or actions. And think you're really such an asshole to do those stuff. Maybe you do too feel the same way about me. But sometimes, I really do miss you a lot. And it's the last year of high school. After this year, I don't even know whether we would actually see each other again. But whatever it is, I never ever regretted having you as my close friend before. (: Thanks for times when you helped me through so much. I really do appreciate it. Everything, especially the friendship that we had. And I'm sorry about how things turned out this way.
Redwan Ali - Would You Be There
UGH I feel like I wasted my time studying Chemistry for the WHOLE BLARDY NIGHT.
Lim Yoke Keng was the one who set the questions. Blardy shit.
I didn't know how to do weh seriously.
And I don't know why the heck it's compulsory for us to take Chinese.
I seriously hate Chinese. It's damn hard lah. I don't even know what the heck was the first passage talking about. OHH and especially the 'wen yan wen' wtf .
I seriously had a bad bad day. except for the part where I get to see my bf today. *winks winks* (:
Esok Moral & Add Maths.
Ahhhh~ Add Maths. *crossin ma fingers* I hope I can fail with better results.
I don't wanna get below 25 again. =/
Yes, I do suck at Add Maths. -.-
But the good news is that tmr's the last day of exams! woohoo! (:
and comes the one week holiday!
I was just thinking...
Someone once told me. She would sacrifice whatever to just be able to keep in touch with her best friend during primary. She would die to just talk to her. But then her friend migrated to overseas. And she lost her contact.. phone number AND address.
When she told me that I actually just came back from a primary reunion. And I was telling her how much I miss my primary school life especially the teachers and friends. Primary was when we were all still so naive and there wasn't much drama like secondary. Primary was just so fun. You look forward to go to school every single day. Even days when you didn't finish up your school work and expected to get punished the next day. I miss my old friends. I really do.
That's when she said to me.
'It's not worth being just hi-bye friends when you can actually still talk to them and see them 5 days in a week since you guys are in the same school. I would die to have her, my best friend during primary, in the same school with me. Or even still being in Malaysia. You should really make an effort to at least give her a call sometimes to just ask her how is she. Don't you feel it's such a sad thing that you guys were once so close and then now you're not even able to have a conversation with her anymore.'
I still miss her. I miss everyone. During the reunion everyone talked and talked non stop. It was like we all went back to the primary days. Especially all the laughter. But then when we went back to school. It was all back to normal again. Just a simply Hi and Bye.
Sometimes I really wonder how two people become enemies when they were like the closest friends before. Well actually I'm experiencing it now. We're not exactly enemies, or maybe we are I don't really know what we are actually. We just don't talk to each other no more. And just that on and off there are some bitching and stuff. Sigh. It's really sad thinking back how we used to spend the days together. How we talked each other through each other problems. Hanging out together and stuff like that. Going through good and bad times. Isn't it all enough to just realise we should patch things up between us rather than continue being what we are now. Strangers or enemies I don't know. There may be times when I'm really hurt by your words or actions. And think you're really such an asshole to do those stuff. Maybe you do too feel the same way about me. But sometimes, I really do miss you a lot. And it's the last year of high school. After this year, I don't even know whether we would actually see each other again. But whatever it is, I never ever regretted having you as my close friend before. (: Thanks for times when you helped me through so much. I really do appreciate it. Everything, especially the friendship that we had. And I'm sorry about how things turned out this way.
Redwan Ali - Would You Be There
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