Well. it's the end of this year's Chinese New Year! shoot -.-
This year's new year kinda sucked actually. I think it was because we had only freakin 4 days off excluding the weekend. We usually have like 9 days off okie. sheesh. SO UNFAIR!
Marcus already left. ):
and Wy's leaving tomorrow. sob. ):
Were gonna miss u guys AGAIN!
Had photo session today in school for the school magazine. hehe
Jia Cheng and Cee Hon brought cameras. (: thanks guys.
will post up some of the photos when I get them! can't wait can't wait. Yeah!
School was.... fucked up after knowing some news.
I can't believe I could be so calm but yet I was gonna burst my head off.
Screw it. I mean screw THEM! screw HER screw HIM.
You put all the blame on others when you were the one who started it. I trusted you from the very start and now I'm hearing all these shits about you. How do you expect me to react or feel? I'm speechless. Really am. Fucking disappointed. You made me trust you so much. And now look what's happening. I chose to trust you than all the fucked up rumours I heard about you and even people I had been trusting since forever. You really let me down. In fact, you let everyone down. Especially my family. Who also trusted you as much as I did.. I'm not dumb I'm not stupid. I was just giving you chances, that's all. Well you told me you had nothing to confess. But then you ended up confessing TWO freakin shits after me telling you what I knew. And now I'm hearing more from everywhere and everyone. I really don't know how am I suppose to feel or react. How many more chances do you need? Why can't you confess everything when I asked you to. What am I to you? Why are you telling me as if I mean the whole world to you but you're doing stuffs like that behind me. Isn't it ridiculous? I feel like a freaking fool trusting you so much you know. And you know what? don't even freakin say you love me and do all these shit. Cause since you could do stuff like that behind my back, means you dont mean any of the things you said. So do not come up to me and ask me how can I not know how much I mean to you or how much I love you. Cause I AM questioning all of it now. I really don't know how much I mean to you or how much you love me. Not anymore.
This year's new year kinda sucked actually. I think it was because we had only freakin 4 days off excluding the weekend. We usually have like 9 days off okie. sheesh. SO UNFAIR!
Marcus already left. ):
and Wy's leaving tomorrow. sob. ):
Were gonna miss u guys AGAIN!
Had photo session today in school for the school magazine. hehe
Jia Cheng and Cee Hon brought cameras. (: thanks guys.
will post up some of the photos when I get them! can't wait can't wait. Yeah!
School was.... fucked up after knowing some news.
I can't believe I could be so calm but yet I was gonna burst my head off.
Screw it. I mean screw THEM! screw HER screw HIM.
You put all the blame on others when you were the one who started it. I trusted you from the very start and now I'm hearing all these shits about you. How do you expect me to react or feel? I'm speechless. Really am. Fucking disappointed. You made me trust you so much. And now look what's happening. I chose to trust you than all the fucked up rumours I heard about you and even people I had been trusting since forever. You really let me down. In fact, you let everyone down. Especially my family. Who also trusted you as much as I did.. I'm not dumb I'm not stupid. I was just giving you chances, that's all. Well you told me you had nothing to confess. But then you ended up confessing TWO freakin shits after me telling you what I knew. And now I'm hearing more from everywhere and everyone. I really don't know how am I suppose to feel or react. How many more chances do you need? Why can't you confess everything when I asked you to. What am I to you? Why are you telling me as if I mean the whole world to you but you're doing stuffs like that behind me. Isn't it ridiculous? I feel like a freaking fool trusting you so much you know. And you know what? don't even freakin say you love me and do all these shit. Cause since you could do stuff like that behind my back, means you dont mean any of the things you said. So do not come up to me and ask me how can I not know how much I mean to you or how much I love you. Cause I AM questioning all of it now. I really don't know how much I mean to you or how much you love me. Not anymore.
I guess maybe they were right about you...
You really disappoint me. ALOT. I don't know what to say or what I'm suppose to say anymore.
A girl's grace limit is only this much. She may be able to turn a blind eye to certain things. But not to everything. Know your boundaries. Dont push it. Just because she takes everything in, doesn't mean she's fine with it all. It just means she's willing to forgive and forget all of you. - Koh Esther.
*I don't anymore.
You really disappoint me. ALOT. I don't know what to say or what I'm suppose to say anymore.
A girl's grace limit is only this much. She may be able to turn a blind eye to certain things. But not to everything. Know your boundaries. Dont push it. Just because she takes everything in, doesn't mean she's fine with it all. It just means she's willing to forgive and forget all of you. - Koh Esther.
*I don't anymore.
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